New Year's Day Haiku

Each soothes the other-- life's long pairing: loneliness, love of solitude.

plummet

somewhere 
there is an Icara
a woman who flies
on intricate
feathered web
of covert
sheath
shaft
veins
warm-blooded
she breathes faster
learns to soar
ignores
the admonition
do not fly too high
her efforts full
of sky
of wind
her breasts
still flecked with honey
dripped from wings’ wax
heavy with her father’s
architecture
heavier than water
when she dives
no sun’s light
scuffs the surface.  

Ekphrastic poem written while viewing Pieter Bruegel’s “Landscape with the Fallof Icarus,” published in Bacopa Literary Review, Spring 2012

alice’s wonderland

mingus
jarring jazz
magic tunnel
chute

o my desire is spreading
sweet notes
raucous
jiving down
ears tuning to the treat

if i could eat this sound
i would be drugged
into the fancyland
of new tunes

never tasted fruit
tender meat
purple peals
all-night dreams

if i were feathered
charlie
i would sing
of you in birdland

Backdraft

"That Dark Wood Again," painting by Mary Bast

(Inspired by Kim Addonizio's poem "Divine" ("Oh hell, here's that dark wood again. / You thought you'd gotten through it-- . . .", The Best American Poetry 2013, p. 1).

Oh no, not the dark wood again.
I thought the last time was the last time--
two marriages, two divorces, and the big one,
the heart-stopper, anyone walking by knowing
how we'd love like never before,  
cocooned for more than a year,
my son saying I was the happiest he'd ever seen.
Yet somehow it was fucked all to hell.
Then another year of searing grief,
till finally only embers of anguish
watching all of us become old or dead,
writing, painting, letting my hair blaze white.
And then, god-damn-son-of-a-bitch,
again the dark wood.
Guardian of the Abyss hovering above
like a gold flame to incinerate what's left of my life, 
showing me a burning hell with skulls of men
who counted and countless men who didn't count.
That path's a hot zone.
The two ghosts on the right? Parents. 
And that sulfurous puddle beneath them?
I've tried to melt those ghouls with every pitch
in the Therapists' Unique & Wonderful Catalog of Cures,
but so far I've only disappeared
my mother up to her knees,
my father to his you-know-what,
their arms still tight across their chests
in the universal posture of NO.
On the left, what remains
of the family tree. Kind of bare.
But there's water and blue sky
where I'm headed,
so no bail-out, here I go
with my firefighting apparatus
to control the burn,
find the opening cones,
disperse seeds, restore the trees.
And fuck yeah, I'm crazy enough
to bump back again.    

Fusion

I’ve spent all week regretting 
the way I wore men like a skin—
not shame, not propriety,
but contrition for the merging,
the losing, the drowning in tongues,
the languages of bodies, as if
I could translate this to action,
to a path I’d take--a map here,
a vision there, created in
their attraction, as if I could
see a new me through their eyes.

Note: This poem is in a collaborative exhibit of the Gainesville Fine Arts Association and the Gainesville Writers Alliance called Hidden Histories. "Fusion" is my response to Caren Hackman's painting, "The Bather." 

Your Soul to Keep

In youth I wished you'd taught me
how to use my brains, to not rely on men,
to fight or at least cheer for women's rights.
There were such mothers in your time.

You wanted only what you knew as home,
my father's arms surrounding you,
and everything I railed against in later life
you simply said "That's what men do."

But in the final weeks before your fatal fall
you turned against your Lord Himself:
"How dare He deign to forgive me, assuming
trespasses He'll reckon at the end?"

"Let's pray instead the one beginning Now I lay me
down to sleep" you'd weep, specific memory gone,
so tired of life's persistence but refusing to be weak,
withstanding loss of sight and hearing, deep fatigue.

You threw off sheets and clothing in the hospital,
delirium of drugs revealing finally the little child,
worn naked by one hundred years plus four
and shouting "Get me out of here!"

I couldn't. So I held your hand, wept tears of laughter
when you said "Then I won't play with you." My friend,
more like a sister than a mother, and at last my baby girl,
a year has passed, and now I lay you down.

Bellowing

My father is in my muscles & bones,
the weight of him, the sureness,
the spine, the place to lean into.

I face into dying the same way he did,
the bellows of our lungs compressing,
and I, too, shoulder into it.

His strength was my loss, my fear, my lament;
now his ghost teaches how my strength,
too, has kept me quiet, locked away

the possibility of being seen:
that fragile core, that underbelly,
that need.  

Rapport

Cincinnati, January 1998

Mom visits for my birthday—I’ll be 60, she is 84; both without spouses, we’re becoming girlfriends, giggling at the discount shoe store as we stumble in stiletto heels, then drive to other malls and try on outfits with designer labels we would never wear—she in a beaded slip dress, jiggling her hips, I in a swimsuit with one shoulder bare. The next day I wake coughing with a winter flu—Mom brings me ginger tea and toast with cinnamon, then quietly retreats so I can sleep. Two days later, she’s beside me in the double bed, our wheezes now in concert—tissues, cough drops, orange juice within reach—our throats too sore to speak. Then I remember mysteries on tape I keep for long rides in the car, introduce her to the tough, glib guy from Boston, Spenser (Private Eye), and after several spins with Spenser, Mom sits up in bed and says, through hacking sneezes, “This is so much fun!”

Being Born

Heels pushing against it,
the ominous slide from calm dark.
Oh, there I was:
skin, bones & baby breath,
yanked from gestation's featherbed
to the shipwreck of childhood,
those civilized rules
that float a Southern family.

 

Meditation

I sit rocking on my patio beside 
the lake, legs resting on a footstool.

My two drowsy Burmese cats gaze
at the hanging plants: an aging jade,

a faltering spider with one offshoot,
a new pothos, and a Christmas cactus.

Spanish moss swings loose on
looping oaks, the trees still fully leafed.

Soft rain now saturates all surfaces,
releasing deeper hues of green

as if celestial watercolorists are
practicing a wet-on-dry technique.

Remote thunder rumbles quietly
and darkening clouds impend;

the water mirrors their descending gray.

Visions

For beauty is nothing but the beginning of terror, which we still are just able to endure, and it amazes us so, because it serenely disdains to destroy us. Every angel is terrible. -- Rainer Maria Rilke, Duino Elegies

(Gainesville, Florida, mid-June)

Driving west on 222, a sudden, sharp beauty--
streets lined with loblolly and slash pine,
impossibly precise bough and leaf edges
against light, a hundred feet up in lapis sky,
alto and cirrocumulus billows layered
miles high in cream, alabaster, shining white.
My eyes in flight, I do not know who's steering,

like the time I went alone to an amusement park,
divorced, the children with their dad that weekend
while I rode the roller coaster, in the front seat, twice,
heart pounding, fingers tightly curled around the bar
in front, my body flinging side to side around the curves,
eyes focused on the drop defying gravity, and on a future
where I could believe that anything was possible,

or like the seven heightened days now fifteen years ago
anticipating loss of both my breasts to cancer,
struggling to accept the moment. Dr. Pickens
might as well have been prescribing oxytocin,
calling every night to say, "I'm sending love and prayers,"
and how I floated into surgery, to my astonishment,
with joy and not despair, because you cannot
know you might not be alive another year.

Propagation

My camellia grower brother's certainty that I would change my vote: by listening
with him to Limbaugh's broadcast bombast. Curious, I loaned my ears.

My brother didn't realize the women who are clones of right-wing
populism missed the sweep of what Limbaugh called the feminazis.

In such a woman's corner, mobs of dust balls gather on the same
high pile of slogans* that echoed in my brother's mind.

One of thirteen percent, Republicans who followed Rush devotedly,
my brother did not see amidst the satire how he fell into

the anti-intellectual trap, the self-professed failings of a high school
educated lowbrow. My brother was mesmerized, quite certain

he was quoting a reality, that liberals want to rob the rich to feed
the lowest of the lowly: homeless, shiftless, druggies, drunks.

"And when the money's gone, then what?" My brother carried such
certainty into his camellia groves, so why not believe he would

graft Rush onto me, create a new variety of Mary, maybe named Mush,
a brainless, mindless bloom that nodded quietly with every rush of hot air?

~     ~     ~

*The word "slogans" in the third stanza is specific to my study of fascism. Trump uses slogans the same way fascists in general have used them, all versions of we/they thinking and not analyzed by followers (to analyze them is to reveal sexism, racism, anti-Semitism).

For example, this quote from The Atlantic, "The Power of the Small Lie" -- "...'Keep America Great' demonstrating how he uses minor untruths to confuse the public and destabilize facts."

See also  Jason Stanley's "How Fascism Works"--"Fascist politics is about identifying enemies, appealing to the in-group... smashing truth and replacing it with power;"

"Wilhelm Reich's "The Mass Psychology of Fascism"--"we have to understand why millions of people have been, and continue to be, drawn to Right-wing movements;"

Jean-Paul Sartre's "Anti-Semite and Jew: An Exploration of the Etiology of Hate" -- [afraid of their own consciousness... cowards who do not want to admit their cowardice, murderers who repress and censure their tendency to murder... who dare to kill only in effigy or protected by the anonymity of the mob...] Re: women, Reich describes the way fascism lauds the authoritarian family where the woman's place is at home, as a mother. He also writes, "a woman who is conscious of her sexuality would never willingly heed the reactionary slogans, which have her enslavement in mind."

Lament for Life Below Water

"That I am part of the earth my feet know perfectly, and my blood is part of the sea."  D, H Lawrence, Apocalypse

A clean beach, quiet waves, a clear sky,
that's how it used to be, the seas so stable
for a thousand years it seemed, reeds
swaying softly in the breeze. I saw my
granddaughter's first toe-touch to the surf,
delight unfurled in joyous giggles and
a little dance inside the muted breakers.

Now I wake up to a warming world that rolls
so hot, so feverish, there's no known antidote
to calm its fire. Oh, how disquieting, our
climate fast-forwarded beyond the actual years,
with no beach here in Florida that can escape
the ocean's rise, eight inches higher since the fifties.

And imagine now ourselves as sea creatures, feel
the spacious ocean's full reach and its heart beat,
know the rhythmic swish, swish among the plants,
animals, micro-organisms, rocking in the back and forth
of tides. Notice a subtle off-beat, signs and sounds
of eerie dissonance, the algae blooming wildly,
unintended crops that thrive on fertilizer run off.

There are dead zones, too: we are befuddled,
instincts gone awry, strange currents now confusing
natural rhythms, neighbor fishes swim and swim
in circles, round and round until they die.
Nothing's familiar, it's so hot there's more evaporation
from the surface and salinity is lowered.

Those dear sea urchins we see on Facebook
(wearing cowboy hats, sombreros, Mickey Mouse ears
in the laboratory tanks) are facing death
in their own habitat--these spiny little beings
cannot get a grip: righting responses, locomotion,
and adhesion lessened by the heat and lowered saline.

And the blanching coral reefs decline, as well,
the coral's tiny larvae drifting, ciliary hairs
now cannot find familiar strumming fish or crackling
of snapping shrimp, their sound environment
no longer spelling home. As if the waters have turned angry
(and why not: we have destroyed a perfect haven),
just a hundred degrees Fahrenheit from boiling.

Languages I Never Learned to Speak

Languages I Never Learned to Speak, my collage as
cover art for Bacopa Literary Review 2023

When I was small I lived
near woods, but never learned
the plants or birds
or trees: how smooth
and double-toothed
the alder by the stream
the juicy hemlock's tiny cones,
the mystery of seeds.
And acorns, while familiar,
held no hint for me
of red oaks' slender
catkins in the spring.
I knew the owls, of course,
and hummingbirds, but missed
the warblers, the wrens.
I couldn't name the spicebush,
whose soft yellow leaves
would tantalize my dreams,
and blackberries that stained
my finger's loops and whorls
could teach ne only
e's and y's and o's.    

                                                                  

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A Witch Is Under My Bed

I wrote this poem during National Poetry Month 2021, as a member of a group of poets who explore a variety of poetic forms. This form is a pantoum:

A witch is under my bed
she hasn't told me her name
I know she's into my head
to clean out all of my shame.

She hasn't told me her name
says now it's time for a crisis
to clean out all of my shame
I'm thinking probably Isis.

Says now it's time for a crisis
my days on earth are imploding
I'm thinking probably Isis
her message clearly foreboding

my days on earth are imploding
no time to waste casting blame
her message clearly foreboding
let go of all of your games

No time to waste casting blame
I'll practice love with each sigh
let go of all of my games
until the day that I die

I'll practice love with each sigh
I know she's into my head
until the day that I die
a witch is under my bed 

Ode to My Stained-Glass Poppy Hanging

Oh, precious bits
of shiny glass and lead,
you brought quick tears
when I first saw you
bending sun in my direction:
prismed shades of red & green
reflecting life ahead--
as if you knew we'd be
together thirty years & more,
your octagon illuminating
poppies' promise: many highs,
though sometimes, too,
bereavement--I, a veteran
of desperate wars fought silently
on well-known soils of motherhood,
divorces, failures, and too many
friends and lovers lost.
The artist who brought you to life
unknowingly created the one jewel
I have treasured over any other,
traveling with me to start
a new life, adding radiance
to brighten shades of gray,
inviting me to look outside & in
with contemplation, asking always
that I see the light.

Extreme Sports

I swore I'd never fall in love with someone
on the far right or without a fashion sense,
a guy who wore his pants too short--
you know, high waters, puddle jumpers, floods.
I can't explain a decade of my life, when all my "musts"
went down the drain, dismantled by tsunami.

Why? He was a charmer who cajoled his way
into my very-ordered-life by flaunting rules,
a former mercenary who turned everything to fun,
and my designer suits cat-walked away,
no place to use them in a SCUBA dive, a glider plane,
white water rafting, or a trek in Cozumel.

When I cooked Kung Pao Chicken, did he savor?
No. He poured on hot sauce without tasting first,
sweat pouring down into his mustache.
"Now that's HOT," he cried. On car trips
he would zoom onto the freeway ramp
(before I'd buckled in), careening.

He tried everything and never finished anything
except when making love, which was about the thrill.
The first night he moved in, we stayed awake till 2:00,
popped popcorn, watched Night of the Living Dead.
He'd never read a poem or heard an opera,
his short, strong, muscled build was far from my ideal.

Why did I marry him? He made me laugh.
He was my bodyguard. I liked the way he smelled.
I should have known disaster loomed--
his favorite song was Willie Nelson's
"On the Road Again" and less than two years
later he was on the road, again.

Deep Dive

Why did I marry Dick? His arms were strong, 
he'd been a swimmer and his hugs made me feel safe,
brought forth a deepened sigh of home. 

Our Sunday morning lie-ins lasted hours: conversation, laughter,
cuddling, he lying on his back with my head resting on his
shoulder, nose above his armpit where he smelled like sea.

He talked me into learning SCUBA, early lessons 
easy in a swimming pool, then graduating 
to a deeper dive at Ginny Springs in Florida,

and finally Grand Cayman where he was my buddy
to explore an underwater shipwreck, but left me inside
while he swam out to join more seasoned divers, as if

I was happily admiring Damselfish and Slippery Dicks.
Instead, I panicked, reached out, grasping for the doomed
ship's edges, pulled toward the filtered light a hundred feet above

and slowly rose to surface, climbed onto the boat, alone.

Eeek Love

Eeek Love: Poems by Mary Bast

My passion for the skewed, the avant-garde, the idiosyncratic – poets, writers, artists, visionaries, whistle blowers, and everyday goddesses – stems from a childhood juggling the act of “good little girl.”Behind the pigtails I was a voyeur of the sensational.This collection of poems is a side show of performers from the circus of my imagination, the nice girl unmasked.

Here's a sample from the book: 

Tinker Toys

I will be a happy infant

by the time we die,

enraptured,

gurgling with bright joy,

unmuzzled, unfettered,

pleasured in our play.

I am your trampoline, your top.

When you come out with me

the rings we circle make us

dizzy with delight -

your cunning lips,

our loose games

lighten me with innocence.

You wheedler, you tempter,

my heart frolics, mesmerized,

aroused perversely so that

I, a gibbering idiot,

am on the leash of your eyes

and you must walk me, slobbering,

pat me on the head,

explaining me to strangers.

My Tired Heart

Rannaigheacht Ghairid (ron-a'yach cha'r-rid) is an Irish syllabic form with four-line stanzas, three syllables in the first line, seven syllables in each of the next three lines, rhyming aaba, the fourth line's third syllable a cross-rhyme with the end of line three. The poem ends with the same syllable, word, or line as the beginning.

My tired heart

to its wild surprise found art:

brush strokes became its strong beat,

a rare, sweet, true Cupid’s dart.

 

From the start

my felt losses were cut short:

because color is its play

no more gray besets my heart.

 

 

Ostinato Cappricio

Ekphrastic poem (ekphrasis is imaginative reflection on a work of art, in this case dance):

les twins

legato

same face twice

yet each

supremely one

oh pizzicato

my heart slows

their fingers toes

mark air & linger

so glissando

fluid bodies

could be liquid

atoms magically

diffused

their torsos glow

the now of flow

 

*   *   *

ostinato (repeated phrase/rhythm),
cappricio (lively, free, short),
legato (smooth),
pizzicato (pluck strings),
glissando (slide),
flow (term invented by psychologist Mihaly Csikszentmihalyi, meaning complete immersion in the present moment, doing something you love, especially something creative).

 

Constellation

Virelai is a form of medieval French verse used often in poetry and music.* The prompt: "Include in a title the word 'contradiction,' 'constellation,' or 'cranberry'-- and write a poem that includes 'bamboozled,' 'bloodlust,' or 'bibliography.'"

 

Constellation

 

Aquarius, my

designated sky

beacon,

suggests I am shy

yet destined to cry

“Freedom,”

look chiefs in the eye.

But I see that drive’s

demon.

 

Though I do bemoan

downplays of women,

don’t try

efforts to reason:

when bloodlust’s sweetened,

invite

our link to deepen

until they’re weakened

allies.

 

 

*Nine lines per stanza, lines 1,2,4,5,7,8 have 5 syllables and rhyme with each other, lines 3,6, 9 have two syllables and rhyme with each other; the end rhyme for short lines continues to the following stanza; the final stanza’s short-line end rhyme is the same as the long-line end rhyme in opening stanza.

Cloud Nine

Tyburn: A six-line poem consisting of 2, 2, 2, 2, 9, 9 syllables. The first four lines rhyme and are all descriptive words. The last two lines rhyme and incorporate the first, second, third, and fourth lines as the 5th through 8th syllables.

 

Divine

recline,

supine

cloud nine.

I’ve enjoyed a divine recline drift,

a completely supine, cloud nine shift.

 

The Fast Path

The form is Shadorma, a Spanish 6-line syllabic poetry form of 3/5/3/3/7/5 syllable lines respectively.

A squirrel

heads to tree from grass

scrambling up

the fast path

along our patio screen,

delighting the cats.

 

 

Acrophobia

The form is a Tricube (3 stanzas, 3 lines each, 3 syllables each line--rhyming is not required):

Twice this week

my fears have

run amok.

 

Which is worse:

cliff wall road?

sky hammock?

 

Fear of heights

at the sight

(though awestruck).

 

 

Chakras

Welsh poetry form: Awdl Gywydd (owdl gow-widd), syllabic quatrains, 7 syllable lines, rhyming a-b-c-b, end of line 3 cross-rhyming with 3rd 4th, or 5th syllable in line 4.

At root I am centered, safe,

inspired sacral joy is next,

solar plexus’ purpose prays

“I am love” heart’s sacred text.

 

My throat speaks always with truth,

third eye goes beyond straight sight,

crown chakra hums I am One

as if more than sun gives light.

 

 

Will She Kick the Bucket Before the Month Ends?

The form is a Ballad (hum “Barbara Allen”):

I’m just a ghost of my old self,

a coffee pot not perking,

a worn-out car that won’t crank up,

my poet’s voice ain’t working.

 

I’ve popped my clogs, soon counting worms,

that dang old reaper’s smirking,

I’m close to sleeping with the fish,

my poet’s voice ain’t working.

 

I’ll take a dirt nap soon I fear,

the carriage ride is lurking,

I’m just about to head on west,

my poet’s voice ain’t working.

 

100 Thousands of an Inch

The form is an English Quintain (5 lines, any meter, rhyme scheme a-b-a-b-b) Prompt: "Write a poem that's only 5 lines long about something small":

Pinhead

I have in my possession, though space is short,
a stage where angels might boogie down,
a metaphor for needless points (debate as sport),
when used as insult it's a common noun;
for such a tiny spot atop a pin, nuance abounds.

 

Interlopers

Form: Mirror Poem (Amy Lowell came to me with her poem "Aliens," its image of being worn down by talk that means nothing.)

Aliens, by Amy Lowell

The chatter of little people
Breaks on my purpose
Like the water-drops which slowly sear the rocks to powder.
And while I laugh
My spirit crumbles at their teasing touch.

Interlopers, by Mary Bast

The babble of small-minded folk
drains my creativity,
small cuts that become deep wounds;
and though my mouth smiles,
my soul faints at their vexing nudge.

 

Black Wings

Erasure poem (source: Black Wings Has My Angel by Elliott Chaze, pp. 71 and 87):

Black wings
saw blood,
a long drawn-out thing,
suffered,
got very tired.

Black wings,
for God's sake,
a little heavy,
can stand anything but men,
after they've tried real things
and flopped at them,
say to themselves,
"What can I be that will
make everyone look at me?"

 

Fate

Haiku:

ducklings, still naive
are not intimidated
by their fate, the hawk

Marathon as Metaphor

On my mind during National Poetry Month--how to keep my spirits up so writing a poem a day for 30 days, using a variety of forms, continues to be an energizing challenge. The form below is a combination of Decastich (10-line poem) and Tritina (repetition of first three lines' end words in remaining end words, and all three in the last line, in order, as indicated):

It's true of all marathons' nature
that our faith dims when only half-way,
our minds and our souls fully stretched to a goal
whether treasure of mind or a physical goal,
there is always a wall in our nature
where our limits are tested half-way:
where vision can falter, cast doubts when half-way,
and if learning a form makes us question the goal--
then the only relief is to trust talent's nature,
watch nature soar past when half-way to our goal. 

Knuckle Down for a Trip

We're all familiar with limericks, which often have a ribald flavor, but the flavor I've been thinking of comes from a divine Italian dish made with pastry and potatoes.

My favorite Italian’s Bocelli,

his singing does things to my belly.

I also love gnocci,

my tastes are not low-key,

but Italy’s too far for my deli.

 

Gnocci’s name comes from nocca, or knuckles,

when you eat it, you’ll loosen your buckles.

Barcelona’s a place

where you will stuff your face,

and can do so without raising chuckles.

 

In Milan there is also great gnocci,

not found in Japan's Nagasaki:

Sukiyaki’s their dish,

you can have it with fish.

Go to Greece if you hanker souvlaki.

 

 

Slovenly

I was impressed by poems from two different members of my 2021 NaPoMo group, one the Awdl Gywwwyd form, the other a Lanterne. I carefully studied the first but it felt beyond me, so here offer the Lanterne, counted in syllables per line: 1, 2, 3, 4, 1. The prompt was a combination of two, one to write a poem about my feet, the other to write a poem that includes the word "love" hidden in another word. Not an elegant work, but the poem is true--though I'm actually kind of a shoe freak, I've preferred being barefoot since I was a child:

         I
  might seem
    slovenly,
my feet always
       bare.

Cento for a Rainy Day

Prompt: Think of a nice thing someone said to you recently. Write a poem about a rainy day, ending with what that person said. The form is a cento ... actually, a quarter-cento, one line each from 25 poems in Barbara Kingsolver's "How to Fly (In Ten Thousand Easy Lessons"):

Years from now, when some passion brings new order
I will feel the cold's every angle, the want of rain.
This day in my thoughts,
the view from here reaches backward:
begin if you can at the beginning--
think of rain: the gathering sheer fall,
shallow and deep, stormy but stippled,
and this air, too much like breath--
crawls like a green bottlefly through the ear canals,
impossibly long green squashes--
is promising the drunk liquid bliss of dusk,
dancing, madly fragrant. Who knew
the mindless tasks a body learns when it must,
living mostly just the one life now,
knees to elbows, fists to the earth.
Nothing is what it was
where life had nailed us down to nothing;
the remainder looks impossible,
commands me to empty out everything--
what I will spend these hours becoming,
willing this suddenly scrambled next into something
up here, now that I know the secret:
"An amazing thing to be able to express wisdom
and experience in such a fun and clever way."

I'm going to be quiet now.

Get Past It

Prompt: Turn on the radio to any station, write a poem about the first thing you hear (which was, "You want to get past it"). The form is Fibonacci or "the Fib"--the number of syllables in each line is the sum of syllables in the previous two lines: 1, 1, 2, 3, 5, 8.

You
want
to get
past your pain--
this is life-saving,
and it's also liberating.

 

Hex

Prompt: Write a poem that begins with the last thing you can remember someone saying to you yesterday. The form is Nonet--a 9-line poem with 9 syllables in the first line, 8 syllables in the second line, 7 syllables in the third line, continuing to count down to one syllable in the final (ninth) line.

I never had to put the pins in;
that did not seem necessary
of this imagined hexing
in our year of anguish.
He knew what he'd done,
tortured himself
till the day
he died,
nailed.

Blue-Blooded Burmese

Prompt: Write a poem using your favorite letter of the alphabet. The form is a Tautogram (Greek "tauto" means "the same" and "gramma" means "letter"):

Blue-Blooded Burmese

Baby Beau, bighearted bozo,
bonkers, buffoonish brother,
buoyant, bringing bouncing
bodacious blessings by billions,
blossoms best by being badass:
bada bing bada boom, big boy!

Bella, beguiling bystanders,
brainy, becomingly brilliant,
beatific, beckoning beauty,
beloved bedtime buddy,
bedazzling, bebop bambino,
budding ballerina--bellisima!

Upon the Death of Prince Philip, Duke of Edinburgh

Cinquain, a five-line poem (syllables in consecutive lines = 2, 4, 6, 8, 2) invented by Adelaide Crapsey, an American poet inspired by Japanese haiku and tanka.

How Phil

reflects our fate

though sailor, prince, and duke

who always was a would-be now

has been.

 

Recipe

Prompt: Write a poem in the style of a recipe about a family secret--yours or someone else's. The form is Acrostic (first letter in each line spells out a word or message):

In line with the family recipe, tie your apron for marriage.

Have no ingredients of your own, except a roast for his career.
Allow a few years for those conditions to simmer,
Turning over your disappointment into fancy meals and
Equal amounts of pain/pleasure folded into taekwando.

Then agree to cook together with your best friends:
Organic ingredients only for those delicious dishes!

Core emotions will begin to rise as kneaded, so
Oven poach the takeaways from that experience,
Open every lid of all things stirred so far,
Kick ass, take off, and look for a new recipe.

 

Sloth

Prompt: Write a 7-line poem about one of the 7 sins, 7 words each line, no word more than 7 letters--the Septastich form.

Enneagram Nine

Sloth is known to shadow my persona,
torpor toward what my own heart desires.
The storm that hides beneath my surface
presses tight against the bounds of rules
induced by culture, family, fortune, and biology:
"Be nice," "Say yes," "Retreat," "Don't push."
My path to recall Self: jump free.

 

Knots

Prompt: Write a poem in two sections about two different things; have the title link the sections in a surprising way. (This poem was influenced by reading Children Under Fire.) The form is Triolet.

Knots

My children, when still playful tots
responded to my entrained love,
my fears for them tied me in knots,
my children, when still playful tots.
Our luck: we didn't live in Watts,
have guns instead of baseball gloves.
My children, when still playful tots
responded to my entrained love.

Some children have a fearful lot
afraid to look below, above,
their stomachs often tied in knots.
Some children have a fearful lot,
their days disrupted by gunshots,
at best an unforgiving shove.
Some children have a fearful lot,
afraid to look below, above.

 

"Eeuuww"

Time to get out your "eeuuww" voice. Prompt: Write a poem about a weird fact you know. I chose the Senryu form ("Human Haiku" vs. typical Haiku about nature). I know, 5-7-5 is no longer de rigueur in haiku--it just turned out that way:

antibiotics
can cause oral yeast change &
black hairy tongue

 

forms

Having felt freed from classic forms upon discovering free verse, my challenge to write in a variety of forms is turning me inside out with frustration. The Diamante poetry form expresses my vexation:

                 forms
     stultifying, aggravating
surrender, comply, acquiesce
 chess, church, poetry, family
    diminish, restrict, curtail
     demanding, expanding
               structure

 

Undone

The form is Italian Octave, slightly modified (didn't follow abbaabba rhyme--instead rhymed all line endings):

Our shame is spun, "The Warmth of Other Suns"
says sun is fun for whites, Blacks run from guns
in Florida where one's undone and runs
if Black and shunned by almost everyone,
the state's past history: can't vote, called dumb,
and run so hard, and murdered one by one.
Though spun as fun, this state, votes won by sons
of KKK, is run by Huns. Not fun.

To Len: a Lento

The form is a Lento, two quatrains (4-line stanzas), first words in each quatrain rhyme (or in this case, near-rhyme), end words in 2nd and 4th lines rhyme (abcb):

To Len: a Lento

Could I ever forget our stolen weekends:
good morning omelets--artichoke hearts, feta--
would start the day's work on my dissertation,
nude interludes summing ecstasy's data.

Love and psychology gripped us for seven years
of mutual philosophy and passion's desires,
tough pleas from his nuclear family rising
above needs my own yearning required.

 

Food for Thought

Any aliens we speak to will probably think of us like we think of bacteria. Stephen Hawking

Why send happy signals into space?

The ones who hear perhaps are
avaricious, merciless.

How foolishly we seek the stars,
eyes clouded by our deep desire,
how blindly wrong, assuming
as we do, a cosmic turn
toward something good.

Oh, look around -- though flowers
may come closest to an easy life,
some sun and rain, a little soil,
and voila, blooming for a day.
But animals? Catastrophe.
A weak design, the urgent search
for sustenance most hours --

Food!
Where's food?
Where's food?

The fallacy of seeking
comfort outside earth:
no reason to assume
these other beings grew
from different means --

Here, let me feed 
you, feed...

Will we be food?

Into the Wind: Enneagram Poems, Riverside Books, copyright 1995

Winding Sheets

Humping sleep
is my dream,
smothering passion
in a nightshirt.
There's no way
to join me -
I please myself.
Labyrinthine veil
of emotions,
persona smooth,
ungathered,
entombed.

*    *    *    *    *    *    *    *    *

Stalker

It's a thirst
like a baby's cry,

a wanting so strong
its force enthralls me.

I could eat the world
and still hunger,

vent my rage at all
beyond my grasp.

*    *    *    *    *    *    *    *    *

Regatta

My number's slapped on
like a rainbow, red
paint and orange.

The sea-air stings:

I could dive in

if I were sea-worthy
but too deep, too dark:
    someone down there
    has sea-legs   

didn't dream away sea-weeds,
didn't smooth the lines
    fill the sails
    skim the surface
    sing a sea-chant.

*    *    *    *    *    *    *    *    *

DMZ

They hold my country
in a peace treaty.
Like sandbags, fear piles around
(I keep watch even in sleep).

They dole out supplies and I
    a hungry war orphan
    crawl closer
to take, then push away
(it could be poison).

And grass grows around
    so enticing
    keeps me quiet
impotent (in my fear
of being theirs).

*    *    *    *    *    *    *    *    *

Bastion

The tower steep and tall,
my castle affords celestial views.

So ethereal my privacy
I could miss myself for days.
A retreat complex as a mollusk,
spiraling inward to passionate
places many walls deep.

Rolling woods surround me, where
unicorns and maidens never meet.
And far away, all around, the moat:
    if you would cross, a warning -
    I draw the bridge.

*    *    *    *    *    *    *    *    *

Boddhisatva

Compassion
is a keen blade,
but too sharp --
the keening in me
mourns the world.
And my soul
must pass through Hell
or a thousand lives:
Nirvana requires it.

*    *    *    *    *    *    *    *    *

Contest

I can be beautiful.
Chameleon on the runway:

    turning,
    turning,
    each side more appealing
    than the last.

Magician, quick-change artist,
    onstage I dazzle,
    win the title:

    Girl in Pink
    Little Boy Blue

You applaud,
I stare blankly at my crown.

*    *    *    *    *    *    *    *    *

Mommy

I am drawn to 
your blood source,
heartened by your need,
alive with your pain,
the transfusion
long and sweet.
But which of us is drained?
Why do I sink,
heart quickened,
back into the night?

*    *    *    *    *    *    *    *    *

Avenging Angel

The voice in me

eternally minding,
wings of damnation 
castigate my soul.

I right the wrongs

always reminded
of the Dark Sister,
the growing side.

Are we One,
I, the wounded?